ive been posting way too much. i think im devouring its appeal

i love the world in winter when everyone else is asleep. people sleep different. and it feels different to know how fast they are sleeping while youre sitting awake writing about how dark it is, how quiet. how the earth turns different. woke to a rain of the kind that washington is very used to. still waiting for the rainstorm that americas never seen. either way it sends you shivers to wake up to rain for the first time in months. everyones quieter, as if they know their voices wont drown out the rain so whats the bother, save your breath. as if our thoughts cant dodge the raindrops so we can spare the naive thinking of day to day. your whole head is calmer. youre just about to suffocate in your own mind but youve accepted that. it feels like candles and spending all day looking out the window

in less boring news (to me at least), patrick stump is absolutely adorable. "Yesterday was my mom's birthday. So thanks, mom, for being born". ^.^ folie a deux is officially done in the recording studio, and the video for i dont care will be realeased soon hopefully. patrick kept saying how much he liked kanye wests "love lockdown", so naturally we were waiting for the cover. we heard it today in the background of an foe video. i like tricks better than kanyes, but what do i know.

this is us wishing we were you wishing you were us